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Just give me my dixie cup

and drop me off at the mall.

Created on 2007-03-02 00:53:19 (#12405731), last updated 2007-07-25

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Name:	Amber :]
Birthdate:	1990-04-24
Location:	Florida, United States
Website:	Do you realize a robot just sang a love song to a turtle?

Bio

Trying to talk to people is like forcing galaxies to collide.

Not a good situation, or metaphor. Further proving myself!

Or..you know, just saying. I suck at metaphors.

Personally, from experience, I don't expect anyone to read my profile page. It's just something with me to toy with, think of it as a self actualized journal extension.
It changes daily, totally not a identity crisis. Hopefully!

More specifically, however, in list form.

I like old stuff. How unrefined. I like the classics, old movies, old tv shows, some old music, somesomesome, old video games and various other things. Talk to me about it, I'll probably find myself completely enthralled with the fact you even knew.

I draw, I paint, digitally and non-digitally, and Im an art snob, but I will share. Critisism so long as it's constructive is always welcome here.
And while we're on that,
I like to meet people that spark ideas and inspiration in me, people I can branch off of and grow from. Not just same old, same old.

I need energy. Im in love with buzz and a sort of kinetisthetic lifestyle, I don't think that's a word. When Im doing something, Im usually pacing. I walk to opposite ends of my house all throughout the night, sitting still does me no good. I have to be moving, if I can't move my body my hands will move non.stop.

I prefer movies over music, they just have a deeper and more profound effect on me. I feel a relation between myself and Lloyd Dobler, go figure. I have a DVD collection that Im determined to expand exponentially by the year. Also, VHS was not forgotten over here.

Im open to conversation. Im open to phonecalls at all hours of the am-pm. Im open to strangers hugging me and asking me how my day was, I thrive off of physical and emotional connections. Flipside is though that I dread a future response because there's never been anyone with a strong enough connection to fill that hole. All it does is remind me of what's missing, so I block them out. Then Im sad because I blocked them out. It's a double edged sword really, it's a lost cause.

Passion is important. For anything, if you're passionate it shows and it reflects onto me and my heart swells.

And on this, Im emotional, sensitive, I cry over everything happy/sad/angry and Im empathetic to top it off. Extremely. Empathetic. Regardless, my point is that I wear my emotions on my sleeve (left one) and it effects everything I do, say and my mindset. Not the best way to live, not exactly the healthiest. But I know Im still breathing.

I feel like two beings in one body because I can't even agree with myself on anything. There's two extreme oppositions going on in my mind 96% of the time. It's complicated to explain, but it's confusing. It'd something I'd really have to explain to someone personally rather than have them stummble upon it on some profile.

I say things backwards, I stutter, I say "um" "hm" and "uh" a lot, I think I still have a bit of that country twang I had when I was little. I use phrases and words incorrectly all the time and I don't usually pronounce things correctly and one of my biggest pet peeves are when people perfectly enunciate their every word. I like this about me, don't tell me to go learn how to talk, I got over a stutter for the most part, I think that's enough.

I like stories, I have a story for everything and if I don't Im pretty good at thinking on my feet, so if you're really that bored I can bs my way through some humorous anecdote. I like to listen more than I do talk.

Im open with everyone. Though Im more open with some than others. It's not favoritism, I just feel closer to them emotionally. Ask me anything and I can generally answer. I'll never outright lie to anyone, I just...won't...mention anything that would require me to do so. But at least you know so, so no real suprises. I warned you.

Part of me died inside when I laughed during Napolean Dynamite and realised I could accurately quote every Spongebob episode made. Not really. I hate to like the former, however. Per se, I don't like them...at all. But I will admit, they aren't BAD, just not my cup of tea.

I attach myself emotionally to physical objects and people. I hold onto them and keep them around for as long as possible. When there's someone I care about, I call them, I want to spend probably more time with them than what's mutually agreed upon. It's a closeness thing, when I care, I'll tell you, a lot. I want to make absolutely sure it's known, too many people are close mouthed about those sorts of things. As far as objects go, I don't know, I just attach myself to them. They're little memories, I've constructed a life from literal junk that I can't bring myself to letting go of.

I like facts, ideas, theory and everything else under the effing sun that Im not aware of. Learning new things is my hm, thing? I like it.

Photographer is not a label Im willing to give myself for the simple fact that I don't care to indulge myself into what said label entails. I have a camera, when I get bored, I bullshit and take pictures of myself. Sometimes other things, like my cats. That, is not a photographer, it is infact a 17 yr old playing, yes PLAYING, with a camera.
However, this leads me to my next thought that I will take dozens and dozens of pictures of friends when the opportunity is given. Not me with them, just them. It's personal that way.

I like people with a personality, something about them that takes on a larger than life, almost cosmic, presence. It's rare.

More later, when Im not tired.

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